Daily Bread

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"Magnify LOVE"




We can't get rid of anything, we must focus on what we do want and feed that energy. There will come a day when all we see are the things we feed and love in our life. We are already feeding what things we see today in our life with our energy and thought process. When I learn to completely turn away from everything I don't want, and only focus on what I do want...that's when my life will be in balance. The negative situations are still in existance I just don't align with it anymore, therefore I don't see it in my reflection of life.

Side NOTE...I realize surrender means what GOD wants, and Gods plan for my life. In my personal journey I have found that ..He wants me to be happy. He put the spark inside me to be drawn to the talents and the activities that I am drawn to for a reason. He put a love for music, for animals, for art, for writing, for taking care of the sick...he put that inside me. Everyone has a unique quality put inside them. He wants me to LOVE everything and everyone, the way his son loved me. He does not want me to HATE. Therefore my attention must focus on the things I love and that make me happy because he created me to feel, and those emotions are indicators to let me know if I am going in the right direction or not. He does not want me to suffer...JESUS suffered for me, so that I wouldn't have to. Every single day...I am thankful for that and would happily lay down my life for HIM at any given moment. He knows that...already. I don't have to tell it.

My personal purpose...is to see beauty (which is love) in life and share it with the world. Find the beauty in everyday life and magnify it. In art, in writing, in the way I live...in every form of talent expression He has given me...display it openly, turn away from the hate especially the hate disguised as rightousness, which in my opinion is the worst kind of hate. You go in thinking this is beautiful, everyone is so loving, and I am part of this group, and then you begin to see the little hidden seeds of hate coming out, in the pulpit, in the group gatherings, and then you are slowly shown the truth...and at that point you love alot of the people there ..especially the children.. and you feel torn...and then you realize...this is not LOVE and then you look at your own children absorbing this...this is not what my God wants, he doesn't want me to hate anyone or to hurt them, nor does He want me to force Him on anyone and threaten them with hell. And then one day you take a stand, for what you believe in..and leave. Im DONE...with that! MOVING ON NOW!

Negativity is there for those who align with it, its there in all of its darkness for the purpose of reflecting our inner thoughts and energy back to us, to show us the self, in ways that will provoke an inner change and a need to search out the question of WHY? Why did this happen? Why does this exist? Why is the suffering happening? Why did that person have to die? Why was I so hurt? Why did that person hurt me?....etc/ etc.

The reason we see bad things in our life is because we are feeding that and aligning with it in thought and in energy form. If I constantly feed the bad images in my mind from my past...they will recreate in my future ...just with a little different detailing until I finally see ...the error of my thought process. The solution is to flip it to the positive every time I think of something in my past that hurt me...rewrite the story in my mind, and see a new day coming.

We shouldn't be against anything because that still fuels the negative side, it gives attention to the negative even more... but should stand for something and only feed that positive force in order to rise above the negative.

Alot for me to think about today and do my best to apply to personal life!

Have a GREAT DAY!

[Sasa]

Rare afternoon posting....

Someone sent me this one, instant picker upper...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=No2Tb...D6uCK8SkG2ePW9

NOW...
This next step is the beginning...to an experiment I will be performing on myself and whom ever is brave enough to read my posts, view my images, and follow me... over the next 30 days.

Want to go to a happy place with me? Let us Start HERE:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKfNqnSOEvg



Its going to be an adventure...(So I've been told)

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Mutual Dreaming

Mutual Dreaming is a book on the market about more than one person having the same dream, and remembering together upon waking in different locations, I found a copy in the UK, Thank God for Ebay!

FLEXIBILITY...Stretching before experimentation.

For instance we meet in dream and play a game of some kind, when we wake we both have recollections of the same dream interaction. I did this with a friend I met online, we've never met in person only online. We played with the idea for a while, laughing about it and so I took the next step and started drawing symbols on my hand that he didn't know about. Well the next morning he identified the symbol correctly from dream. Isn't that a place you wouldn't dare to go!

Last night...we were having another meeting of some kind, I had his wallet, he told me to hold it for him while he went to get something, and stuff kept falling out of it. Business Cards alot of them...his money was folded in an usual fashion, and tucked in place in his wallet that I wouldn't think to look. I thought to myself..He needs a new wallet. Of course there is a much happier message in that for me.


...once its stretched it won't go back.

Isn't it amazing how our body evolves in the face of adversity. I went to have my eyes checked last week, and the doctor informed me that I would go blind if I did not stop wearing my contacts to bed at night. I have the AirOPTIX Day/Night but she said, I still need to take them out to let my eyes breathe..OOPS. This is the weird part. She says that my eyes were not getting enough oxygen due to the contacts blocking the O2 delivery, therefore to supply themselves they created a new network of vessels around the pupil in order to feed. Unfortunately she said that If I did not quit, I would go blind. So...I decided to buy some special glasses so that I can see when I take my contacts out.


http://www.brettb.com/CanonEOS300D_P...er_Penguin.jpg

Yes its a penguin...Fasting. Sacrifice. Self-discipline. Self-maintenance. Territory. Aesthetic Appearance. Water Mastery. Air Mastery. Uncommon Grace. Primal Heartbeat. Specialisation. Dreams. Slipping Between Worlds. Purpose. Determination. Etiquette. Black and White




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Pretty symbol!!


Have a Good Day!

[Sasa]

On the Inside

On this adventure we are going to climb high into the top of this tree (our mind) and capture the beast running loose in there.

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He's big, he's mean..and he is ugly. He is darkness and he lives inside us, deep into the recesses of our mind, and he is talking to us all the time..whispering. We are going to capture that miserable thing, bound and tie him and then do away with him forever by replacing him with the LIGHT in our life. That's Jesus...to me. We are going to ask Him to live inside us instead.

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Once we capture the thing...we are going to knock it in the head, and then we are going read its mind, and replace all the negative thought seeds with their glorious opposite...then when he wakes up ....we are going to let him go...if he wreaks havoc again. We are going to capture him again, and again...however many times it takes to train him into understanding exactly who is in CONTROL ...and whose whisper we choose to listen to and obey.

Nice illustration by Vallejo...

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_oAHFhX7Jld...akecharmer.jpg


Ok ...gotta chew on that a while....

Have a Great Day!

[Sasa]

It's going to be ...FUN! but exhausting at times...

It's hard to look at that part of our mind...


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[Sasa]

Sacred Space

From this day forward, this is sacred space.


Sacred space is a healing sphere that is pure, holy and safe. We can create sacred space and summon the healing power of nature anywhere on Earth. Much of our fear and pain derives from the feeling that the world is not a safe place for us. Within sacred space everyone is protected.

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When we open sacred space, we leave behind the affairs of ordinary life, the bustling world of meetings and schedules, and prepare to meet the Divine. Sacred space allows us to enter our quiet inner-world where healing takes place. Within sacred space our burdens become lighter, and we can be touched by the hand of Spirit. Sacred space also gives us access to the luminous healers, the medicine men and women who assist us from the Spirit world.

From the OLD to the NEW...






I have to go on a special trip this weekend. About a 9 hour drive... FUN!


Beautiful Days COMING....

[Sasa]

SHADOW


Its 80 degrees where I am...and I am on the 15th floor. Amazing view! Really HIgh up ...though. Kind of makes me quizzy. ITS GREAT!

Perhaps all the dragons of our lives
are princesses who are only waiting to
see us once, beautiful and brace.
Perhaps everything terrible is in
Its deepest being something
that needs our love.
-- Rainer Maria Rilke



HAVE A GREAT DAY!

[Sasa]

Capture and Release


AMAZING DAY Yesterday....We must have broken some kind of Disney record...4 parks in one day. We had on our running shoes. There was no time for eating we had to ride....EVERYTHING.

I had no idea I could scream like that! Something happened...The birth of something..HA! It happened on Aerosmith's rollercoaster. AMAZING...



People are so Beautiful, I have been so blessed by everyone here. Amazing..
God is GOOD...all the time.




To see the shadow self, I have to look within me and ask that I be shown, the shadow/dark/negative beliefs to surface that have been hidden or that I suppress. If I don't acknowledge those first, I cannot transform them.

In order to transform them...they must come out of me on paper.
So that I can write a new statement opposing that belief...so that everytime the negative belief is present in mind, I can immediately neutralize it with the new thought...a better feeling thought.

In turn the environment changes and I align with new surroundings showing me a reflection of that energetic release.

I have to search my heart....clean it out.


"Examine what you believe to be impossible, and then change your beliefs." Dr Wayne Dyer


Beautiful DAY!

[Sasa]

It Is Written...

The HULK...Front ROW at Universal. The ride of my life. We were crying and laughing at the same time. I look over at one of the kids when it was over..her hair looked like the bride of frankenstein..it was side blown and frozen in that shape. She looked at me with this look of disbelief..and burst into laughter. It was AMAZING.

Harry Potter Dragon Roller Coaster...INSANE~! That's the word a guy used to describe this ride to his wife who sat next to me. We experienced it together. It was a special moment. There are two sides...RED and Blue Dragons...we did both. Do both! Will put you in a good place.

Broomstick flying is amazing too. You feel just like your flying with Harry. and these SHADOW creatures surround you through the entire ride. Dragons, Spirits, Huge Spiders, .....


I have a horrible fear of heights, my legs get weak...facing those fears is an exhilerating experience.

I couldn't help but think about this as I was walking through the Harry Potter World addition to Universal. J K Rowlings barely had enough money to buy a cup of coffee when she wrote the first book. She used to sit in a coffee shop and write her heart out everyday, until she finished her masterpiece. People read the book..MILLIONS...and they loved it. I have a friend middle aged who has read them all and is a fanatic.

They believed...and through popularity...an attraction was born. As I walked through the line to the Roller Coaster...TOUCHING all the walls, and the props I told my kids...Do you guys realize? This...all this ...was once in the mind of ONE woman who couldn't afford to buy a cup of coffee. She WROTE her Vision DOWN on paper and believed in her words. The guy who published her first book said, he felt an overwelming feeling to take on that particular manuscript and make it happen. Now we are sharing her world of Harry Potter.

The entire village is the Story, the people are in costume. Every detail she so beautifully took the time to write is in TANGIBLE form. You can touch it, walk through the middle of it, and experience her mind.

One of the kids said.."I never looked at it like that". We don't even think about it and connect the dots..do we? We just accept it as so and participate in the glory of it...some complaining, some being thankful....very few who actually..get its entirety..the whole package.

I GOT IT. So thankful for it...Its the most amazing gift anyone can ever receive, its an awareness, awakening of the spirit, a quickening inside you... that only God can give.

Good Day!

[Sasa]

The Dollar Bill Game

This is alot of fun, and it really blesses you and others in many ways.

When I was at Universal, I was sitting for a moment feeding this wild squirrel that happened to walk up near me hungry, when out of the corner of my eye I saw this guy throw down some money on the ground, directly in the path where the people walk to get on a certain ride.

I yelled, hey you dropped your money...He turns around and says..."shh..I know"! Shortly after that a group of guys walked through talking and laughing, one of them looked down, surprised, he picked up the money and held it up, looking for someone who may have dropped it...then he kept going!

It was nice to see the result of that special blessing!


My daughter and I do this with pennies, we have for years. You walk around putting pennies on heads in parking lots, sidewalks...you know...places where people walk and will see them. Pick up a penny on heads and some believe it brings good luck. We never get to see them be picked up, but we find tons of them ourselves that someone else has strategically placed. I found one this weekend.

Well the dollar bill game is said to bring miracles into your life. I did this a few years ago, but haven't recently. I left mine in a cemetary on the ground in front of Statue of Christ, I thought anyone who comes here, is mourning the loss of a loved one, and when I am in mourning I always turn to God, so I thought surely someone will be upset and walk up to that statue searching for hope to be instilled in them, and find a dollar with an uplifting verse written on it.



When I got home that day, something very special happened. Its sacred, I don't publically talk about some things.


Playing the game uplifts others and you!, Anonymously.... IT's so Much FUN! You are supposed to be creative in putting the money in places for people to mysteriously find it. Write something beautiful and uplifting on the bill.

Its planting little thought seeds in the minds of others that grow into beautiful statements in there mind. You could simply write...YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

Making myself a promise to do it 10 times this week.

So looking forward to it!


(((HUGGSS)))

[Sasa]

ERASED...Permanently

[Sasa]

Spontaneity

These Spontaneous, unplanned, healing journeys make me tired. Second day I have overslept. Too many dreams last night.

Yesterday I hope was the toughest of the 30 days. It was difficult to get through. I believe there are no coincidences in my life, everything, good and bad happens for a reason and a purpose, sometimes I don't know the purpose immediately into it, but if I am patient it emerges later on, and I am allowed to see the whole picture.

No matter how much of a nightmare our lives may be now, or may have been as children. There is hope in turning it around to have a beautiful future. Because our thought systems can be reprogrammed, and the further we walk toward the light, the less darkness surrounds us.

Think about being in a darkened room and moving toward a room of nothing but lit candles and beautiful light throughout...as you move toward the light...the darkness fades away...we don't see it anymore. The mind works the same way. What we focus in on, expands in our environment.


After thinking about this yesterday. I was led down several paths of possiblity. One was teaching healing through creativity with children, such as building things with their hands but having the statements on the pieces themselves....actually giving them the power to remove the abusive element and replace it with a positive element, in some type of game formation. Video games that heal them, but are fun to play. During activities period, crafting that encourages new thinking but puts the power in there hands to shift their own consciousness. I will have to do a research project eventually and I think I just discovered my subject.

They need the words to form new thoughts that are healthy and loving. All the bad element has to be overcome, probably through multiple outlets. Music period, Communication class, Movies, games, circle time...all this needs to be incorporated into a program to possibly rehabilitate them.

I think I just finished my homework assignment, and didn't realize it. YAY!
Funny... all things work together in a spontaneous way if we just go with it, much like the roller coaster experience.


I have other methods that cannot be discussed. but will definately make a visible difference in the outcome. The goal will be met.


God puts people in our path, for a reason, there are millions of people in this world, and we only cross paths with certain ones, there is no coincidence. I kept hearing this voice in my head yesterday saying.. You see this happening, you see this person hurting, now...What are you going to do about it?




God Bless and Have a Wonderful Day!



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[Sasa]

The Love of Others as the Self

I awoke this morning with one question in my mind.

Do you think that loving yourself is egotistical or maybe a better word would be Narcissistic ?


But I wanted to disregard that thought and go copy and paste a really good article on changing the thought process, but when I tried to post it this morning, keyboard would not work. Then I saw the statement again, so I posted. GEESH....Let's run with it.

First Narcissism is a delusion based on seperation. No such thing exists really because when someone is mean to others and appears to be full of self, its a lie, in reality they hate themselves. For one that truly loves the self, does not have the capacity to hate. It negates the definition of narcissim totally.


Thomas Jefferson made a quote...or was it Ben Franklin...let me look it up.

"He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals."

It was Ben, he was a smart man...or was he being selfish? J/K

Depends on what filter you look through.

Some talk about dieing to the self to achieve enlightenment or in order to be Born Again. We are told to completely let go of the self. I used to have conversations with a friend who was determined to sever his ego, so much so that he would die to let it go. But what if the words don't exactly mean to let yourself go in a sense of seperating or departure of the self, but the unification of the self with others in mind.

You see where this is going? It depends on how we look at the self, do we look at ourself as being seperated from everyone else, or do we look at the self as being united and part of the whole?

Seperation is an illusion that the mind tricks us into believing. We are all connected energeticially, in that we attract to us what we are aligned with in energy from either past, present or future experiences.


To die to the self simply (to me) means to see through the filter of unification, not seperation.
I can't truly love anyone, until I love myself first. I mean that in a healthy way. When I constantly put myself down when I am alone or otherwise, I am attracting the same type voices, external people, into my life to back that up and to help me keep going with that thought process.

Being humble just means don't be boastful, it doesn't mean to constantly belittle myself. It just means don't brag...no one likes that. No one likes a person who puts them self down all the time either. Think about it, do you like to hear any of that from someone else?

I may think I love someone, but truth is, if it doesn't start within me, I don't know how to love others, because the others are an energetic reflection of me, they align with me according to my thought process.

The moment I can look in the mirror and look in my own eyes, and truly say I love you without turning away or looking down. To truly mean it with pure heart...that's when my life will do a magical turn around. I will have no rivals because the fragmented energetic parts of me, will all be whole and loving. But I can't trick myself into believing I love me, when I clearly have hateful issues hiding in the crevises of my mind, someone will always manifest externally to show me exactly what it is I am trying to SUPPRESS.

Think of a fountain of water...being filled up inside until it overflows with water, everyone can drink from it because it is overflowing with abundance.

A person who feels themself full of loving thoughts, and images, music..and art and all the beautiful things in life, has no capacity to hate..because they are full of love...so much so that it runs over and feeds everyone in their path.






Things that stand out in my mind at this moment is when Jesus said:

Love Others as the Self...

Do unto others as you would have them do unto you... (Golden Rule)

Love your enemies....(I am my worst enemy)

As I have loved you ...so you must love one another.





Great Day!

[Sasa]

Stopping to Appreciate the Flowers


All night in my dreams I wrestled a very large black anaconda. The wretched thing bit me several times, but now he is permanently out of commission...and I don't think he is going to ever bite anyone else....again.


When I awoke this morning I was given two scenarios....one was a picture of a group beating a dead horse. The other was a group looking at and appreciating a large garden of flowers.

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Then I was shown the lesson in how this one group was so taken by the flowers that at first they didn't realize the flowers attracted new people focusing in on the same thing. When they took their attention off the beauty for one moment more beauty surrounded them in the eyes of new company.


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What happened?...They first aligned with the flowers, then with each other. The flower was the object that got their attention in the beginning, but then they realized they were all in the scene together. It was at that moment they began to appreciate each other's presence, and they realized they were all in alignment with the flowers and each other.


On the other end of the spectrum those beating the dead horse, were also in alignment with the dead horse...and each other. I don't think I need to say anything else about the dead horse...I think its pretty clear at this point that is not where we want to focus our attention.


Then I was shown a scenerio like the one I encountered this week, that was full of darkness and abuse and I was shown to gently guide those that are affected by such trauma, gently to the flower garden. Help them get the weeds out...then teach them to plant new seeds that grow into something beautiful in the future.

Trauma is so shocking that we get stuck looking at that scene, for years sometimes. We constantly relive it in our minds over and over and over. I relived my past over and over and over. What happens is in doing so we continue to attract the same people and situations into our life creating this neverending destructive cycle of the same energy pattern but with different scenarios and different faces (many different faces) but the same energy pattern. Its like constantly standing in the crowd beating the dead horse.

But now I know, that I have the power alone...to turn around and join the crowd looking at the beautiful flowers.

The little children that have been hurt and even some big ones, don't know they have this power, sometimes we have to pull them out of the nightmare into the flower garden and show them the beauty that is inside them. Some of them have never heard or seen anything good in their lives, so they don't have the capacity to think in such a way.

God brings us these, you can always see them, because they look like you used to look. They are very easy to recognize. We will leave it at that level.

Its the same message here..just using different images and words...

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His head is full of LIGHT...and He is surrounded by flowers...


Okay...Good Saturday!