My reflection

[HR2004]

I looked at myself in the mirror today.
I looked deeply into the reflection in my eyes.
I was looking at me from the inside.
I was looking to find that little girl I knows inside.
I was looking to find who I really am.
not what I appear to be on the outside.
I looked again in my eyes and only saw,
the pain that still lingers inside.
I always push those feelings out of sight,
afraid that I might reveal all the things I keep locked up inside.
so I keep them hide in my deep dark place,
where only the shadows know what I really feel,
and when I will heal.
sometimes I wish I could just swallo my pride,
but i will never,I'll die first before I let go of it.
for my pride is all i have left.
This cleft you have put in my heart goes deeper than before.
and hurts even more every passing day.
my emotions like to fool people everyone thinks I'm fine,
I know I will be in time but right now fine is on the other side,
of the world compared to what I feel.
So once again I look within my reflection
but still only saw hurt.
everyday I will look into my reflection and search for happiness.
But for now all i see is that little girl inside lost and alone.

[creedsister]

***wow***

[HR2004]

thank you so much!

[creedsister]

It Must have been cold there in my shadow to never have sunlight on your face you were content to let me shine thats your way you always walked a step behind so i was the one with all the Glory while you were the one with all the strain A beautiful face without a name for so long A beautiful Smile To Hide the Pain Did u ever know that you,re my Hero and Everything i would like to be i can fly higher than a eagle for you are the wind beneath my wings it might have appeared to go unoticed but ive got it all here in my heart i want you to know i know the truth of course i know it i would be nothing without you did i ever tell you you,re my Hero? your everything everything i wish i could be and i could fly higher than a eagle for you are the wind beneath my wings oh you you you the wind beneath my wings fly fly high against the sky thank you thank god for you for you are the wind beneath my wings!!!! sometimes u dont know why when your writer happy crazy person u should see me with a pen Ha Ha

[Dogstar]

Wow, a lot of emotion there...nice job.
Love this line:
This cleft you have put in my heart goes deeper than before.
and hurts even more every passing day.

[HR2004]

thanx for your kind words guys