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Hi my name is hein, this a song i wrote im dutch so don't pay attention to the grammar.
All i am has been captured in a hand full of misery.
All i want is you to understand me, you see
It would be easy to explain if it wasn’t me.
It wouldn’t go wrong if they just forgot me.
Why is it hard to forget if mistakes are forgotten.
All i am has been captured in a hand full of rotten, words that i stutter.
Like no other i know what loneliness is.
How phony the world is.
The problem is that there is no solution.
It’s like pollution, inevitable, stay of execution.
Waiting and waiting for the bomb to explode.
Day after day, I got nowhere to go.
All alone with a bleeding heart.
Slowly dieing and falling apart.
Always keep ya head up, they say.
But I’m fed up, with the games they play.
Anyway shit not what it’s supposed to be.
Maybe I’m not who I’m supposed to be.
I can feel dark forces close to me,
Just like you told me. Please hold me.
I’m scared of my own thoughts, scared of my own words.
I can’t find an explanation for this mess, my grave is the only place where i can rest.
But please give me one more chance.
One more dance with guilt. To knock down the skyscraper i’ve built.
to make a new one, higher than your imagination has ever seen one.
So free and open that i can be one
Done, I’m done when i die.
And even then my mission is not finished so i.
Have to move on, go on. A never ending story, flow on and so on, the show must go on.
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