why do things never actually appear as written?

[Grundge4eva]

- three times the charm love the frogs........







ok theabove is for balence, u laugh there, cos normallymy poems are either sick or depressed, so.... heres another one, lol. i got like 30 o them, dont worry only a few will be posted.

ok another one my arse, heres 2.

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Forgive me

I stand before u a broken man,
i believe i have done what i can,

please forgive me,

i run my hand through ur hair,
just to realise u were never there,

please forgive me,

i ran all night to see you,
what more can i do?

please forgive me,

the knife was there, i couldnt stop,
i see the blood run down my top,

please forgive me,

the thick pool of red forms around my feet,
all i wanted was to hear your voice say in words so sweet,

i love you always and,

i forgive you.

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Guardian angel

You saw me falling? How did u?
I ask these things every night before I sleep.
Before I pray my soul the lord does keep,
I see an angel in my mirror staring back at me,
The image in her eyes sets says a lot, you see?

The smiling beauty stares at me with so much love,
It’s hard to believe that she’s from above
Her golden blonde hair, her ice blue eyes
Her red cherry lips, she weeps then cries

She seen me falling, she seen me die,
My wings torn from my back I fall from way up high
I have the dream of falling, falling, the wind rushing through my hair,
Before my body hits the ground, open emotionless, my eyes stare
I feel the wings being torn from my back,
The pain spreads like fire to my skull, to my brain, it all goes black,
The sickening thud, the moist pop, I awake to find my body broken,
Shattered pieces here and there, my angelic voice cant be spoken,

Crimson splatters on the walls,
No one hears my voiceless calls,
I lie motionless for an hour or so,
I see the moon, and sun, come and go,
All in one second I gather my breath, and stand,
And I feel for my heart, it dissolves like sand
Without it I am not whole, I am a shell
No longer do I see the minions of hell,

I am a mortal now,
How can this have happened? My love was pure and fair, I wipe blood from my brow,
I see her face in the mirror see?
I see her face reminding of what was once me,
As I fall asleep
I hear the heavens weep,
For another comrade has fallen, another angel has died,
All because the fates have lied,
I was lucky I was treated well,
All my comrades have gone straight to hell.

And another night passes another legion fall,
Without a sound, and without emotion, they call
A soundless cry for help as they hit the ground,
A thousand blood soaked rooftops drowned,

So you say u seen me? How did you?
Did u see the wind turn me blue?
I was your guardian angel, and I needed you.

[ZION1010]

Im Lost For Words There Grundge4eva But not That Many This Puts Me Inn Mind Of A Spirtual Battle Filed To Deep To Reply To Here

[ZION1010]

Im posting A Poem For You Guys I Wrote It About 2 Years Ago so Understand It does Not Sound Like Zion At All But This Is Who i Was At The Time And God brought me Out of It Any Insults And comments Our Welcome

[ZION1010]

Darkness Surounds Me Nothing But Tears And Fears Takes The Place Of were Hopes And Dreams Use To Be I Once Heard Somebody say You Give Up on your Dreams You Die Then if This Is So Im Already Gone Not One spark of Life Laughter Joy Fun Remains Here No more The Strong Ones Have Taken Theme Away So They Can Feed Cant Smile Cant Think Cant Speak For Im Without A Voice If I Speak Im Snaird Chewed Up Then Spit Out If The Strong Ones Say you Love Me Why Have You Kept Me A prisoner Of That which I Love So Here Iam Foregotten Child Of there ward With Invisble Chains that know one Can See Who ever May Here PLease Help Me Be Free I Cut My Self Once More To see If Im still Here I wish I had The guts To cut The Last Time So pain Would Be No More Maybey Onley By Death Will You Hear My Final Cry must I Dye So I can Breath He Touches me Wanting Back What He Took A way My Love My life my spirt Who I Was I miss You Timmieann All The Time Were Our You help Me I cant Because Your Know Longer You you Died Too Feed There Perfection Of what You Should be please God let me Dye Let me Dye Take me With You i Hear A sound inn A distance What Is It were Did It come from Whats this sound Coming from heaven And Feels me Up with Peace Were There Is No Peace When You Our With me Im free I Carless I Belive But your words will fly This brings Tears to my eyes my Sacrafice Peace yet For while then soon They came back Let me dye Please god Let me dye You wont come For me Then i will dye Tonite wait remembear they what you heard Yea i I remembear take me there take Me back To that littlie Peace Sound from heaven Who Is This Why Did just take This why why you Must Live THIS IS CREED MY SACRAFICE Let It be heard You Both Survied Deaths Door Tears no more Go now my Daughter and peace be with thee always THANK YOU GOD THANKS CREED LOVE ALWAYS ZION1010

[Torn Signs]

It's life I guess.

[ZION1010]

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Originally posted by Torn Signs
It's life I guess.

Yea I Guess The Sun Always Finds Away To Shine Through The Rain

[GoodGodGirl23]

Quote:

Originally posted by ZION1010
Yea   I    Guess   The   Sun   Always    Finds    Away    To   Shine   Through    The   Rain

Not in all cases...... like when ones son hangs himself to death with his bedsheet.......*bump* :embarass: :embarass:

[ZION1010]

Quote:

Originally posted by GoodGodGirl23
Not in all cases......  like when ones son hangs himself to death with his bedsheet.......*bump* :embarass: :embarass:

Yea Thats True Blessed Is A Child That Makes It Through But For Those Who Dont Know Why they Live He Did In His Eyes There Lost Babes He Takes Theme Home JESUS IS LORD AND LOVES US ALL

[GoodGodGirl23]

Quote:

Originally posted by ZION1010
Yea   Thats   True   Blessed   Is    A    Child    That   Makes   It    Through   But   For   Those    Who   Dont   Know   Why    they   Live   He   Did   In   His   Eyes   There   Lost   Babes    He   Takes   Theme   Home    JESUS   IS    LORD   AND   LOVES    US    ALL

Ok, I'm sucking back the tears now, some are slipping down my cheeks, I know my sweet Angel Boy Ian is with Jesus, and When it's my turn to go, he will come back here to help his moma cross over..... God I miss him soooo

Angel Wings Over Moma.. that's what he says to me.....

[ZION1010]

If Thats What ......you desire.........from your Ian.........SO SHALL IT BE

[Grundge4eva]

hey yeah, good poem Zion, aint been onin ages, like college has been tough

[JulieCitySlicker]

Hi Grundge4eva

I really liked your poems:P

[ZION1010]

Quote:

Originally posted by Grundge4eva
hey yeah, good poem Zion, aint been onin ages, like college has been tough

whats been going on college boy