Believe me mental illness is not an easy or fun thing to deal with, I dealt with it for 9 years with my ex. It tears you apart and those who love you.
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"I don't want to know emptiness, take me down to the water wanna be baptized in your love far away from the lonliness, take my heart and wash away the fear let me be baptized in your love"
~Lenny Kravitz
"Baptized"