[HeavensOnFire]

Quote: (Originally Posted by bilal)

"a moment of depression"

Late that night…she whispered in my ear…. “I want to do “shing-she shing-she”… and I said “ honey!...what the fuck!!!......go to sleep” earlier that day, I told her that my last priority out of any thing that I will ever do would be to end up under a sixteen wheeler……..and she acknowledged that ……thou she still insisted that we should fly…… next morning….. she just kept staring and staring…..and I smiled…… and I knew at that moment….that we were flying…… I recalled it from the day before …….. when I was groping for the pack of cigarette in the glove compartment…. she poured pepsi over the radio and said that it would make the sun go down early…..I told her to wipe the pepsi off the floor cause that will make the moon break in to two….. she never really cared for the moon anyways…… when the sun was down she whispered that she could steal the alfalfa from the mountain top…..i told her “Honey…. We will do that just when we fly…. But I still cant find my pack of cigarettes..”... but she knew what was this all about…..and it made her fall asleep….

YES*** i would Acknowelge that fact, and also that the ocean is beautiful BUT DONT YOU, EVEN THINKING ABOUT TAKING A F(*()SWIM IN IT, i never put down the cigarettes most would and be be dazzeled but i got have the cigarette , i guess its just something you get use too i cant put theme down not even in a momeant of untiy its werid i know, i,ve questioned it myself but thats what your thoughts remind me of and how one could adapted to that feeling its not like im ingnoring a gift or blocking it out simple fact is although you would look to find why i really just like my cigarettes,