"Im a total failure,im such a lie
I try to do whats right,but every time I try
I end up falling face first into the dirt
I get back up only to get hurt
Im tired of trying and never seeming to get anywhere
Im tired of looking into the air with a blank stare wondering if You're really there
Beyond all that I can see,You're here waiting for me to come back
You're still here waiting for me to come to You
I look at myself in the mirror and break it with my hand
Because of the fact that I cant understand
Just why Im here in this place
Here without a clue and without a trace
Of why I feel so broken apart,why I feel so lost
Why I keep chasing after You at any cost
Beyond all that I can see You're here holding me
You're still here holding my hand here in this darkend land
Beyond all that I can feel,theres a part of me that knows You're real
I'll find my way to You someday when Im older (but by then it may be too late)
I'll trust in You when I feel my heart get colder (but by then it could be too late)
I'll look for Your shoulder when I begin to cry (It could be too late)
I'll put my life in Your hands before the day I die (It could be too late)
I'll want You when I need a little more (Its getting late)
I'll call for You before I hit the floor (Its getting late)
I fell to the floor and tried to call Your name
But I left the earth with a deadly stain
I will never know of what its like to see You pass by
Instead I see nashing of teeth and millions of the damned cry
The message I leave you is not of sorrow
But of a brand new hope to believe in tomorrow
All you have to do to begin
Is put your hope in Him."
I just wrote it,hope ya like it
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