Kim, I know you can make it. I was picked on, made fun of and had no self-esteem to speak of when I was your age. I also want to share that like you, I had a difficult time with certain letters or combinations of letters myself when I was younger and had a speech therapist help me out. So although I don't know exactly how you feel or what you're going through, I do have some idea. Marlsy is right, life does get better after high school.
We're here for you, Kim.
Please feel free to pm me at any time, okay?