I am overwhelmed at the support I have gotten from you great people. I am tearing up reading this. I am having a hard time, but doing the best I can to deal with it. I feel such a big sense of loss and the "dream" that crumbled before my very eyes. I always hoped for a family and for someone to love me, It is the small things I always wanted, but for some reason have a hard time getting them. I am so thankful for the kind words you can't imaging how much they mean to me
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"I don't want to know emptiness, take me down to the water wanna be baptized in your love far away from the lonliness, take my heart and wash away the fear let me be baptized in your love"
~Lenny Kravitz
"Baptized"
