Wow Gabi, either you are so alone you're just becoming this very sick and sad person. Or either you just don't have a problem sharing personal stuff with the people that doesn't know you. Either way we're very open for both normal and freaking sick people!
Anyway... I'm sure you'll find friends somewhere... And don't forget AB is coming to UK in November!
Although you've seen 'em before, I am pretty sure they will rock this time as well!
"Good friends we've had, and good friends we've lost along the way" --Bob Marley