I would not go that far, I guess content for now would be a better way of saying it. I know that happiness must come someday for me, I guess I will just sit and wait and see what happens. But I am happy to be at this point of knowing "this needed to happen" My parents say they see parts of the "old Jennifer" coming back.
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"I don't want to know emptiness, take me down to the water wanna be baptized in your love far away from the lonliness, take my heart and wash away the fear let me be baptized in your love"
~Lenny Kravitz
"Baptized"