[creedsister]

pain is all i feel empty like a dark hole and its so cold falling in a pit were im a tattooed a never ending fool how can life be so cruel everything i say i got an anwser for except myself i hide all darkness and pain to show a light so others can gain life like my father before me whos pain was hidden so the truth would shine through and reach us to another day were the sun will shine i have not seen that day but im hopeing someday i may i feel agony so deep that cuts me like grinder till my guts sink and my breathe leaves me but i know somehow you need me my heart is pumping on one last tick sometimes it stops and more pain comes and then it beats again only to be fooled again my pain feeds my hunger my pain gives me stregnth pain is my passion pain is my friend pain makes me happy and without it im dead i lust after the blade thats tore my heart apart sometimes i feel like this blade is my stregnth im a junkie for pain it releases my fears without it i would starve so the name is carved in my heart its hidden as well what will become of so much pain only time will tell the tell my pain tells a story i hope some day you other fools will look upon its pages and enjoy but for me and my blade the story it seems will always remain the same never ending pain that can be explanied never ending pain on a road so cold forever my heart shall the blade hold