It's not that you don't believe in God, it is that you are angry at your Calvinoid father, for being either a wimp or a tightass. So you can't blame everything on him, so you take it out on God. It's simple psychoanalysis. 
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“There are not over a hundred people in the United States who hate the Catholic Church. There are millions, however, who hate what they wrongly believe to be the Catholic Church, which is, of course, quite a different thing.”
Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
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