[JenRN]

I am at work today, helping me some. But I had something happen to me today that made me break down. I am taking care of this little old man, he is dying of cancer and here for surgery. And he and his wife have been married for 60 years. I have been taking care of him today, buttering his toast, making his coffee the way he likes, getting him things........ and he grabbed a hold of my face and said "Your husband must love you to death, you are a beautiful girl and so sweet" I welled up in tears and held back from balling. And he said to me, I can't imagine all the good things that will happen to you in your life, you do so much for people and you will have so many good things come your way. I thought about it and ALL I seem to have is misery and saddness, I wonder when good things will come.