Thank you all for the warm welcome. I just want to share something with you all:
Hoplessness
As I lay here in my bed
My place of sanctuary
My place of thought
I wonder what I could have done
where I could have been
I ask God to bless me
to bless my family
I ask Him to point me in the right direction
to tell me where to go
Sometimes I wonder if He listens
if He cares
Sometimes I know He hears me
but does He really have something for me
I feel so empty
like nothing will ever fill this void
Am I living this life, or am I just merely dwelling
I feel hopless
I feel frustrated
I feel empty...
Will these feelings ever fade?
Will I reach my destination?
God, can you hear me?
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