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oH Julie..tahnks for ur support..but im not sure....
anyway i know its not a word to describe waht u feel thread..but Im very sad ..one of my best friends here (Kasey) and who i work with (hes my boss) ....is at the hospital....he has a huge problem at his heart (enzimas related) and things got worse cause he also has AIDS...(even though he hides this from us....we a\ll know) ...please guys pray for him.... cause hes the best person I know....his heart is imense ...hes always kind and friend of his friends...he never lets us down...i cant imagine losing him...