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Old 07-15-2003, 09:53 PM   #20
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Quote: Originally posted by Higher_Desire
But were all those people there to see you or you and only a couple of other people??

I understand about feeling alone, and have many times before, but at every one of those times absolutely no one was around me, and less paying attention. If people were there to see me and I was the center of attention, things may have been different.

Sometimes it is better to have a few people be close to you than it is to have thousands you have no connections with, but at the least then you still know that people are there for you and accept you.




When you are in that dark place, not even the people closest to you can help you, especially them, because many times, you want to hide it from them as best you can so as not to worry them. And you are lucky no one was around when you felt that way. Do you work, have to run a household and all? When you have to get up and work every day and face people when you are in that dark place, then you'll understand how hard that can be sometimes.
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