hmm, im noticing u and i think and feel the same most of the time
coz this is one thing i am constantly thinking,
when i look at it there are 2 friends in my life that are always there if i need them, the rest to be honest i dont trust and i kno they aint going to be their in the long run,
huni all i can say is think to urself who is always going to be there, and just focus your caring and time towards them,
without Anna and Titch i would be at a complete loss and a mental wreck, the other so called "friends" are friends but i wouldnt drop everything for them, but those 2, i would drop my life just to be their for them.
hope this has helped slightly, if not im sorry for wasting ur time reading this.
i kno anna will read this, and thanks huni for always being there.