the door is closed!forever this time.
sorry guys that i havent been writting lately.but heres one i hope you'll like.
Today I realized something.
I realized that you dont love me and you never did.
I mean how could you if you hurt me so bad.
I guess those kisses were just something to do i guess those wishes we made together were just for fun not for real.
But now its your turn to guess.
those kisses were my heart.
those wishes were real to me and still will always be.
even though you dont want me now.
but someday i hope you will come to realize this.
That no matter what you do it will always come back to you.
when you really feel for someone and they step on your heart.
you'll feel what i will every passing day.
you no what i hate nothing you do will ever change my heart.
I will love you always and forever i wish i didnt.
I hate that i love you.
but dont hate the way i love you.
if i knew what would happen in the end i still would do it again.
because to be with you would be worth the hurt.
so i realize theres someone else outside my door that i will now open.
and in the doorway where you stand i will now close and lock forever.
no more chances to walk right in.
not tonight not tommorrow.not ever.
this door has a lock that will never break.
so either stand there and wait.
and stay and fade.because no more will i let you in.
my heart you see is slowly beating i cant take another break.