I'm so sorry you've been having such a hard time, goddess_bb. I've had my share of rough tmes as well and thanks to God, some supportive people and Creed, I'm always able to make it through although when I'm going through those times, the feelings can be very powerful. I'm so glad that you heard Mark on the radio and it helped you feel a little better. I had a similar experience a few weeks ago so I can relate. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I hope to some day tell the guys in person what their lyrics and music have done for me and my life since discovering them. But until then, Thank You Creed and to God for giving them the wonderful gifts that they share with us.