bleeding
 

The pain eating at me.
It wont leave.
Slamming around the feelings.
Getting in everyones face.
Go away.
Locking myself away.
Im about too lose it.
I cant take it.
Just want to give up.
Too many lies.
Dont even dare try to deny.
I hate this.
You should be ashamed.
Trying to put the blame on me.
Making the pain embrace me.
You never have felt what is in me.
While your playing around.
Playin theses games.
Too much to handle taking all at one time.
Im too close too breaking down.
Just want to let go.
The walls up again.
Just as fast as they came down.
Alone I wish to be.
No one can blame me.
If im all alone.
All I wanted was a friend.
Turns out im my only friend.
Me and these four walls.
What I feel echo's.
Tired,alone,hurt,upset,and blamed.
Why cant life for once just....
Go right.
Too much wrong.
Cant fix the pain to strong.
I dont belong.
This world takes too much.
My heart all over the floor.
In tiny pieces.
Too many cant be mended...
So Ill stay here in the walls.
Bleeding the pain you put there.
Forever I bleed everything you did too me.
Game over I lose.

:jam: :jam: :jam: :jam: :jam: i like :)

very emotional...painful to read...gets the point across...:rockon:

thanks well I am in alot of pain emotionaly.Im glad you liked it cs.Oh and im glad it gets the point across i was trying too.

:jam: :jam:

absolutely loved it, really emotional.

thanks!

Wow, dear, very, very emotional. I've felt just like you before, and when you can re-envoke emotions like that with words, that is great art. But, yes, very nice. Complete opposite from "First Kiss" but to also be able to go from one emotional palette to another, very admirable. BTW, you know, if you need a hug, I'm right here. ;)

OHH thanks thats so sweet of you.Well my life is really fast so like one thing is so great then something bad happens and I feel really sad because thats how my life goes good thing worst thing.And thanks for being here if i need a hug and ill be here for you as well.thanks i appreciate it.