Rolling over keys that dig in my side
Try to get my ass out of bed and drive
Feel I'm slipping day by day
Past the time I was on my way

Happiness and black both know, much learned
Long and hard the way a path of twisted turns

Disciple sift through lies, few grains of truth behold
Explorer specter rise, the dream that brought you low

Sentence served, you're free to be
Siddhartha, like him he lived both sides
A brand new day, I'm looking for a change to come around.
Siddgartha on my mind

Beggar pick up your crown

Seeking all the things untried
Disarray, this thing called life

Happiness and black both know, much learned
Long and hard the way a path of twisted turns

Disciple sift through lies, few grains of truth behold
Explorer specter rise, the dream that brought you low

Sentence served, you're free to be
Siddhartha, like him he lived both sides
A brand new day, I'm looking for a change to come around.
Siddgartha on my mind

Beggar pick up your crown

Siddhartha -- Jerry Cantrell

i've used hammers made out of wood
i have played games with pieces and rules
i undeciphered tricks at the bar
but now you're gone, i haven't figured out why
i've come up with riddles and jokes about war
i've figured out numbers and what they're for
i've understood feelings and i've understood words
but how could you be taken away?
and wherever you've gone
and wherever we might go
it don't seem fair...today just disappeared
your light's reflected now, reflected from afar
we were but stones, your light made us stars
with heavy breath, awakened regrets
back pages and days alone that could have been spent, together..
but we were miles apart
every inch between us becomes light years now
no time to be void or save up on life
you got to spend it all..
and wherever you've gone
and wherever we might go
it don't seem fair...you seem to like it here
your light's reflected now, reflected from afar
we were but stones, your light made us stars
and wherever you've gone
and wherever we might go
it don't seem fair...today just disappeared
your light's reflected now, reflected from afar
we were but stones, your light made us stars

Pearl Jam-Light Years

Did you ever wake up in the morning
With a freight-train running through your head?
An empty whiskey bottle by your pillow
And a burned out unfinished cigarette
The night went up in smoke...

Life is but a joke man
But I see nobody laughing...

Did you ever live a day
Like the next day would never come?
Blood's dripping on the floor, but who cares
Who needs you anyway?
You're a stranger to yourself...

And this ain't no joke man
But I can't stop laughing...

Greedy, angry people make me
Run around in circles backwards,
Down the lonely road that keeps me
Run around in circles...

How I want to try again,
Excuse me can you lead me?
I just want to try again,
Excuse me can you lead the way?

Just take me by the hand
How I want to...

Did you ever find yourself drowning
In a dark and crowded bar?
The barman keeps on pouring and you're kissing everyone
The night will never end...

'Cause my horse is still saddled up
That's why I am still laughing...


WHO CARES == ANOUK

This song has just came out...
The leadsinger of one of the greatest Dutch Rockbands "Kane", Dinand Woesthoff, has suddenly lost his wife to cancer, Guusje Woesthoff... she was a well-known actress over here!
It's a big shock, she was only 34 years old. They had a 7th month old son together, Dean Maddy Woesthoff... this is so sad. Dinand already lost a fiancee to cancer a few years ago... I wish him lots of strenghth, power, support and love.

How much can a man take?

I just felt the need to post the lyrics of that song... He recorded it last friday, the day after his wife died :


Bring in the dancers,
Bring in the clowns.
Bring in the magic in the air,
And I'll sing you a song.

Calling all dancers,
Don't you ever wake up.

My sweetheart,
Sweetheart.

One out of million,
Became one out of three.
One out of thousands in the world,
Became one heart in me.

And if you ever leave me,
I hope I'll never wake up.

Sweetheart,
My sweetheart.
Sweetheart.

Oh, oh, oh,
It's a crazy world,
Everything changes but our love forever stays.
Oh, oh, oh,
It's a crazy world.

So bring in the dancers,
Bring in the clowns.
Bring in the magic in the air,
Oh won't you give me your smile.

And I'm calling you, dreamer
Don't you ever wake up.

Sweetheart,
Sweetheart.

Sweetheart.

Dreamer(Gussie's song) == Dinand Woesthoff

It ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It don't matter, anyhow
An' it ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
If you don't know by now
When your rooster crows at the break of dawn
Look out your window and I'll be gone
You're the reason I'm trav'lin' on
Don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
That light I never knowed
An' it ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
I'm on the dark side of the road
Still I wish there was somethin' you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin' anyway
So don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
Like you never did before
It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
I can't hear you any more
I'm a-thinkin' and a-wond'rin' all the way down the road
I once loved a woman, a child I'm told
I give her my heart but she wanted my soul
But don't think twice, it's all right

I'm walkin' down that long, lonesome road, babe
Where I'm bound, I can't tell
But goodbye's too good a word, gal
So I'll just say fare thee well
I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right

Don't Think Twice, It's All Right - Bob Dylan

once divided...nothing left to subtract...
some words when spoken...can't be taken back...
walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking...
future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking...
caught a bolt 'a lightnin'...cursed the day he let it go...
nothingman...
nothingman...
isn't it something?
nothingman...
she once believed...in every story he had to tell...
one day she stiffened...took the other side...
empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell...
one just escapes...one's left inside the well...
and he who forgets...will be destined to remember...
nothingman...
nothingman...
isn't it something?
nothingman...
oh, she don't want him...
oh, she won't feed him...after he's flown away...
oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...
burn...burn...
nothingman...
nothingman...
isn't it something?
nothingman...
nothingman...
coulda' been something...
nothingman...
oh...ohh...ohh...

Along a dusty road
(my enemy)
lies a wilting rose
(and It's leading me)
to the foot
of a Lizard's Bones
(and it's wanting me)
to lay down
and bleach my own

and I'm wondering Oh why
did you lead me here to die
Oh did you leave me here to die

I'm not through yet
Desire to Live
Desire to Roam
Desire to Reach Peace of Mind

No I'm not through yet
I'm on my own
to cut away the seams
of my Life

Oh did you lead me here to die
Oh did you leave me here to die

Well I can promise you
I'm not giving up
just yet

I'm not through yet
Desire to Live
Desire to Roam
Desire to Reach Peace of Mind

No I'm not through yet
but I'm on my own
to cut away the seams
of my Life

And all the promises
I've made myself
I'm not about to lay down and die

Oh Yeah I get what I need
if I feed all these dogs
and their appetites
I walk and walk
straight through these eyes alone

Lizard Bones == ManMade God

Don't have to humble yourself to me
I ain't your judge or your king
And baby, you know you ain't no Queen of Sheba
And we may not even have our dignity, no
This could be just a prideful thing
But baby, we can choose you know,
we ain't no amoebas
But

CHORUS:
Are you ready for this thing called love
Don't come from you and me,
It comes from up above
I ain't no porcupine, take off your kid gloves
Are you ready for this thing called love

And you ain't some icon carved out of soap
Sent down here to clean up my reputation
And baby, I ain't your prince charming
Now we can live in fear, or act out of hope
For some kind of peaceful situation
Baby, don't know why the cry of love is so alarming
But

REPEAT CHORUS

The ugly ducklings don't turn into swans
And glide off down the lake
Whether your sunglasses are off or on
You only see the world you make

Before the laws of God and the laws of man
I take you for my wife, yeah
To love, honour, cherish and obey,
Now, I didn't have no plans to live
this kind of life, no
It just worked out that way
And

REPEAT CHORUS 2 TIMES

Just a crazy little thing called love
Its justs a crazy little thing called love

Thing Called Love - John Hiatt

Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
On my shoulders
All alone I pierce the chain
And all in all the sting remains
And dieing eyes consume me now
The voice inside screams out loud

I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter

Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky
Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside

Every day a new deception
Pick your scene and take direction
And all in all I search to connect
But I don't wear a mask and I have no regrets

I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter

[CHORUS]

I can't escape the pain
I can't control the rage
Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane
I'm not against what's right
I'm not for what's wrong
I'm just making my way and I'm gone

Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders

[CHORUS (2)]

Fly From The Inside Lyrics-- Shinedown

I don't care what people're gonna say about it
I just wanna sit here and drink your sweet wine
Know you're gonna say you're too young for me but
Think if I kiss you that would be fine

Know how it's gonna end before it ever starts now
Gonna give me love sweeter than pie
Part your lips as if you're gonna kiss me
Say a word that's gonna break me

Bye, bye bye bye goodbye
Bye, bye bye bye goodbye

Christopher Robin gave old Pooh up
Grown up, didn't need Pooh no more
Babe, believe me this ain't the first time
I've been thrown down on the playroom floor

Bye, bye bye bye goodbye
Bye, bye bye bye goodbye

Bye bye baby, baby bye bye
Bye bye
Bye bye baby, baby
Sorry baby,
I'm just fast

Goodbye- Ghost of the Robot

Every step of the way we walk the line
Your days are numbered, so are mine
Time is pilin' up, we struggle and we scrape
We're all boxed in, nowhere to escape

City's just a jungle, more games to play
Trapped in the heart of it, trying to get away
I was raised in the country, I been workin' in the town
I been in trouble ever since I set my suitcase down

Got nothing for you, I had nothing before
Don't even have anything for myself anymore
Sky full of fire, pain pourin' down
Nothing you can sell me, I'll see you around

All my powers of expression and thoughts so sublime
Could never do you justice in reason or rhyme
Only one thing I did wrong
Stayed in Mississippi a day too long

Well, the devil's in the alley, mule's in the stall
Say anything you wanna, I have heard it all
I was thinkin' about the things that Rosie said
I was dreaming I was sleeping in Rosie's bed

Walking through the leaves, falling from the trees
Feeling like a stranger nobody sees
So many things that we never will undo
I know you're sorry, I'm sorry too

Some people will offer you their hand and some won't
Last night I knew you, tonight I don't
I need somethin' strong to distract my mind
I'm gonna look at you 'til my eyes go blind

Well I got here following the southern star
I crossed that river just to be where you are
Only one thing I did wrong
Stayed in Mississippi a day too long

Well my ship's been split to splinters and it's sinking fast
I'm drownin' in the poison, got no future, got no past
But my heart is not weary, it's light and it's free
I've got nothin' but affection for all those who've sailed with me

Everybody movin' if they ain't already there
Everybody got to move somewhere
Stick with me baby, stick with me anyhow
Things should start to get interesting right about now

My clothes are wet, tight on my skin
Not as tight as the corner that I painted myself in
I know that fortune is waitin' to be kind
So give me your hand and say you'll be mine

Well, the emptiness is endless, cold as the clay
You can always come back, but you can't come back all the way
Only one thing I did wrong
Stayed in Mississippi a day too long

Mississippi - Bob Dylan

What say you now, the door is opening
On your vigil and I'm in my usual way
I save my breath, knowing what you're Wanting me to say,
I only love you when I'm down
You say that midnight opens its arms to me
Leaving you alone, and then I fly so far away
Until the light blurs my vision and I have nowhere to roam
I only love you when I'm down
And I only love you when I'm down
And I'm only near you when I'm gone
But one thing for you to keep in mind you know I'm down all the time
Well I know you're reaching out and you need to feel my hand
You want to be understood, Yeah well I understand
I know you hold precious little hope for me
And in your happiness, I'm always drowning in my grief
And I only love you when I'm down
And I'm only near you when I'm gone
But one thing for you to keep in mind you know I'm down all the time
All the time, all the time, all the time


When I'm Down~ Chris Cornell

Fenix Tx ~ Rooster Song
suck my diack!
Hey Cletus you goin over there to uuhh uhh Gooners house for Thanksgiving
I heard he's got a 90 pound turkey He's gonna cook up for the whole town
That aint no turkey stupid, That's a chicken
That aint no chicken man that's a biggg cock
That's a big cock
I gotta Big cock,
he's so damn big
I gotta Big cock,
he even ate a pig
I Big cock,
a big cock for your mouth.
I gotta Big cock,
and on thanks-giving
I gotta Big cock,
is what you'll be given
I gotta Big cock ,
a big cock for your mouth
I gotta Big cock,
he's so tasty
I gotta Big cock,
sop him up with gravy
I gotta Big cock,
a big cock for your mouth.

Relient K ~ Softer to Me
Where am I!? Where are you?
There's so much time so little to do
We're busy doing nothing cause it's vanity we prize.
You can't see nothing cause you can't see through your eyes.
They're covered with a film, you're blinded by yourself.
You're the one to blame but you pretend it's someone else.

Life could you be a little softer to me.
Life could you be a more gentle to me.
Yeah I know this is a selfish plea,
Because Christ sacrificed his flesh
On the cross for me
But this world is hard,
It's cruel and I wish it could be...
Softer to me

I'm still alive. That much is true
I've never lied, well, I guess I've told a few.
There's nothing to see because I brought nothing to show.
The coversation got too deep, I shrug and tell you I' don't know.
This life can get so hard, this world can be so cruel,
Sometimes I fall apart I feel just like a useless tool.

Bloodhound Gang ~ Fire Water Burn
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
We don't need no water let the motherfucker burn,
Burn motherfucker burn.

Hello my name is Jimmy Pop and I'm a dumb white guy,
I'm not old or new but middle school fifth grade like junior high,
I don't know mofo if y'all peeps be buggin' give props to my ho cause she all fly,
But I can take the heat cause I'm the other white meat known as 'Kid Funky Fried',
Yeah I'm hung like planet Pluto hard to see with the naked eye,
But if I crashed into Uranus I would stick it where the sun don't shine,
Cause I'm kind of like Han Solo always stroking my own wookie,
I'm the root of all that's evil yeah but you can call me cookie,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
We don't need no water let the motherfucker burn,
Burn motherfucker burn.

Yo yo this hard-core ghetto gangster image takes a lot of practice,
I'm not black like Barry White no I am white like Frank Black is,
So if man is five and the devil is six than that must make me seven,
This honkey's gone to heaven,
But if I go to hell then I hope I burn well,
I'll spend my days with J.F.K., Marvin Gaye, Martha Raye, and Lawrence Welk,
And Kurt Cobain, Kojak, Mark Twain and Jimi Hendrix's poltergeist,
And Webster yeah Emmanuel Lewis cause he's the anti-christ,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire,
We don't need no water let the motherfucker burn,
Burn motherfucker burn.

Everybody here we go,
Ohh Ohh,
C'mon party people,
Ohh Ohh,
Throw your hands in the air,
Ohh Ohh,
C'mon party people,
Ohh Ohh,
Wave 'em like you don't care,
Ohh Ohh,
C'mon party people,
Ohh Ohh,
Everbody say ho,
Ohh Ohh,
C'mon party people,
Ohh Ohh,
Everybody here we go.

Black Sabbath

What is this that stands before me?
Figure in black which points at me
Turn around quick, and start to run
Find out I'm the chosen one
Oh nooo!
Big black shape with eyes of fire
Telling people their desire
Satan's sitting there, he's smiling
Watches those flames get higher and higher
Oh no, no, please God help me!
Is it the end, my friend?
Satan's coming 'round the bend
People running 'cause they're scared
The people better go and beware!
No, no, please, no!

Fuck L. Ron Hubbard and
Fuck alll his clones
Fuck all these gun toting hip gangster wannabes

--tool
Ænima