I feel like I'm a damn burden to everybody :( :mad:

Awwww, :hugs: :hugs:...Wish you were having a better time of it, Julie...I doublt very highly that you are a burden to anyone!

I really feel like I am Kerri :( :( :(

Julie, think of all that you do for everyone. There's no way you could be a burden :).

I really hate my life so fucking bad right now :( I just want to leave and never come back!

Man, I wish I could give you a big hug...

Thank you Kerri :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I second that

You are welcome, shweetie!

hey julie i know that feeling well girl but take this advice from some one who knows if you feel like you wanna leave this world chances are you got a really awsome reason to be here dont take my advice to shame}} COME UNTO ME ALL THATS HEAVEY LAIDEN I WILL GIVE THE REST MY BURDEN IS EASY AND MY YOLK IS LIGHT,,surrender your self to the higher power the walk way IT WORKS ;) ;)

I 2nd that as well. Cast all your cares upon the Lord. If these verses make U mad, give Him that too, He's big enough to take it.

I feel like going to bed :(

Yeh i get that way when Im depressed alot. I just wanna curl up and go to sleep all day. Do that, but just know that we are around if U need to vent anything, and U R NOT A BURDEN!!!!!

hey sweet heart i know life can really suck at times but feel free to pm if you would like;;Jesus heres all and knows all :) :)

Thanks :) :hugs:

your welcome ive prayed for ya ok :hugs:

Thanks so much creedsister :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

not a problem sweetie :hugs: :peacelove

Big :hugs: to Julie! Honey, i hope you try and feel better! No matter how bad you feel right now, it doesn't last forever! Wish i could be there for a shoulder to cry on! hang in there girl. You have many friends who are here for you!

{{{{{{{{JULIE}}}}}}}}

grateful.... to have my heat back on :D

Excellent advice, Creedsister. We are very blessed to have God bring U here.

Thank you so much Kris :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

Grr!
I can't sleep :mad: :( Probably cuz I woke up crying :crying:

URG! I hate myself :(

tired

I hate that U hate yourself, Julie. cos I think youre just great.

I feel abused.

I hate my self (all the Time) too :o :o :o :(

What works for me if I'm totally down... Puttin' on "One Last Breath" in my CD-player at home or in my car! Play it very LOUD!! And sing/scream every word together with Scott... until I break down and cry. I just let it all come out and in the end I feel so relieved. Every once in a while all that stress has to come out, one way or another!

That works like therapy for me, CREED-therapy!

Maybe this sounds stupid to some of you but it works for me!

Asleep!

I've been up for a half hour, and it's almost time for class


H-D :hypno:

Nah, not at all. I can totally relate.

shitty

How come?

Hungry!

Blah!!!

Me hungry too!
Had a hard night with an alcoholic from around the area. I was physically abused by an alcoholic as a child so...I think U get the picture...lotsa emotions swimmin round right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:crying:

Awww dear girl this sure sucks!! I get the picture... I feel heavily for ya!

Wishing you lots of love, power and strength! :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

Care for you!!!

OMG! Sincirr thats horrible :crying: :crying: :crying:
I feel so badly for you girl :( Alcoholics need a kick in the ass :mad1: :mad:

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I really wanna help people U know, but sometimes I jsut cant. I felt so caged, but so guilty cos I'm sposed to be a Christian and help and love everybody. He tried to hug me and i wouldnt have anything of it. GRRRRRRRRR!

Anyway, Time for chocolate!

If some drunk guy ever tried touching me, I would bitchslap him and kick him in the nuts ;) :wtf: :mad: :eek:

I'm the worship director 4 my church, so if I did that, U can rest assured that he would complain to the eldership, I guess thats one of the downsides of the job!LOL!!!!!!!

So sick of everybody's expectations of what I should behave like! Pisses me off!

That sucks :(