Aww Kim :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I wish I could/can go to sleep ...and then the next morning/day ...I wouldnt be alive..

And miss out on everything else your life has to offer? Dont be crazy! Ride it out and KEEP ROCKIN!

yes ive been there done that!!! and you know what im not dead yet!!! hey sweetheart theres a lot people praying for ya!!! And i wont sugar coat anything to make you feel better} Ive Been to a dark place!!!And everybody says theres like a silver linen in every cloud!! but we see it a diffrent Way!!! All I can SAY IS GET YOUR ASS UP OT THE GRAVE B?C JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!} And He loves you were ever your at or were Ever You Our! my friend!!!!Rock on !!!

thats more good advice :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: yesssssssssssssssss{ ROCK ON!!!! Party on mate!!!!!!!

:hugs:
and :hugs: to G2004

....I just dont know why i`m living this life...

:dunno::dunno::dunno::dunno:

it will come to you!!! i promise in the mean time} Rock on!!!

Ok! I'm up :(

I can't go to the damn gym today cuz we are supposed to thunderstorms here and I'm not walking out there in no damn storms :eek:

Just got home from spending the day with Teri. We had lunch at the Olive Garden. Well, Sara mostly wore her lunch!! :laugh: Had a great day , except of course this morning when I locked my daughter in the car with it running :doh: (at least the cop who slimjimmed it open was cute!!)

We will have to do it again really soon Teri. Let me know if Sara left any surprises anywhere. She is good for doing that! :laugh:

I wish I wasnt here...

Well, we are all gald you are here Geek

Hot damn! I'm getting really skinny :D I'm back down to what I was when I worked at the hotel!
The guys better look out this summer :cool
Hopefully I'll still be here in Missouri :(

I wish I was skinny..!!

Aww Kim :(
If we lived closer I'd take ya to the gym with me girl :hugs: Working out is a great way to release bottled up feelings and aggression ;)

where do you live??


btw..if you didnt knew...I live in Tenn.

I'm in Missouri, about 20 minutes from the city of St Louis :)

I think Steve should add this smiley :D

http://www.world-of-smilies.de/html/..._foshizzle.gif

:laugh::laugh::laugh::laugh:


He should !!

ooh..thats cool..

:lolsign:

fo shizzle my nizzle !!

HeHeHe!

I gotta relieve myself.

Everytime I think about having to move back home it makes me sad :(

God!
My mom just called me and my brother and his wife might be separating :( When mom called my brother was on his way to mom's walking in the snow. I guess he told Mary (his wife) to pack his bags! What the hell is going on with my family :crying: :crying: :crying:

Oh poor girl! It seems to never ever end on bad news in your life Julie!! But don't loose faith... there wil always be sun after a good rain (don't know if that's a pure Dutch saying :dunno: )
Every bad ending is the beginning of something good... that's what I always keep in mind!

You'll be strongly in my strenghtening thoughts Julie!!!

Warm Comfy Hugs :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I know, it just seems to never end anymore :(
God! Help us get through all of this in one piece :eek:

Thank you Stef :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I'm going to the gym or something! I really need to blow some steam and burn some aggression and stress :bigeyes: I really need to go do something, I can't just sit here cuz I'll get really depressed :(

I think I figured out what I want to do, Check this out I would love to own one of these stores :cool:

http://www.heavenlyham.com/corporate...pmain/main.jpg

It costs a lot of money to do this though :eek: :(

My back hurts... must be too much video games on here.

Geez, when it rains, it pours, huh Julie? :(...I'm sorry to hear that and that you're having such an awful time of it lately. :hugs:

That would be great, Julie!!


BearFan, I hope you back feels better soon.

I hope you feel better soon, BearFan.

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: being sent your way, Julie. You've had a really tough week. :( You're in my thoughts and prayers, girl.

I keep on wanting to sneeze....but the sneeze just wont come out


:mad:

Thank you Kerri and Sheila :hugs: :hugs:

I like sex :eek:

I feel like taking a nap :)

I am on my parents computer right now. It is nice to be home for awhile. I am looking forward to going to an "Irish Pub" for lunch tomorrow! Damn good food here! :D

I'm in a better mood today :)