CreedFeed Community - Can you tell me what i mean?

I hope you can see what I mean
Because I don’t think I do
I open my mouth and invisible words flow
Words that I don’t know
They fall off my lips and then its to late
I cant bring them back
And their all invisible to me
But I’m not the one they seek
The ones I care for will pay
Day after day
After all the things I say
And after all of them escape away
I still wonder what I mean
So I’m telling you now
But not with words
But with the way I know how
I’m telling you I care for you
And I’m sorry
The illusion I created isn’t real
Because this is how I feel
And it hurt you to hear them
And it hurt me to speak them
And that’s what I fear
That I shouldn’t be hear
But I know that I care
Enough to doubt myself
And stay here with you